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Just letting you know that I'm converting this to my writing journal for NaNoWriMo or anything else of real writing value. So if you wish to remove me, then go ahead and do so if you want :o;;

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I need to figure out what to do with this journal ;; I miss this journal name *wibble* ;~;

bored bored bored bored, and oh, did I mention BORED?!



Someone save me?

Please? ;~;
Feeling this Blind Emotion: boredbored

dooby dooby doo...

03-17-05 -- Edit to the Rulez, please view it. No edits to blog crew list until 3-19-05. Please remember to view all visible comments before asking to be added to a particular crew as people before you have their particular chars. Also added a new rule stating that I'll allow you to stake out items from series if you wish.

This crew is edited when I have the time to upkeep it. I will post last date edited above.

Feel like starting blog crews for the following fandoms:(26 total)
*Each fandom listed under my blog crews is in the same order as listed below. Blog Crew names are different than the fandom names given below I added each fandom name next to the blog crew name so it's easier to see which crew belongs to witch fandom.

Edit: I will now screen comments as I add the blog crew requests to the list, but please continue to check both the list and the comments for taken chars in each fandom =3 Thanks :)

All visible comments have not been added to the list yet.

Saber Marionette J
King of Hell
Weiss Kruez
Elfen Lied
Gamerz Heaven
Until the Full Moon
Kill Me, Kiss Me
Yu-gi-oh! (Duel Monsters)-(TCG Cards/series cards)
Yu-gi-oh! GX
Shaman King
Legend of Zelda
Full Moon Wo Sagashite
Onmyou Taisenki
Neopets (pet species, petpets, petpetpets, faeries, games, or items)
Orange Range (songs)
Full Metal Alchemist
Asian Kung Fu Generation (songs)
Angel Sanctuary
Sailor Moon
Dragonball (includes DBZ)
Power Rangers
Demon Diary


You can only have one char PER fandom. I will allow you stake items from the fandoms as well since I've had certain people -coughmariecoughblantoncoughhannacough- put out by their favorite chars being taken. Please post at least a link back to this entry in your userinfo. If you'd like an example of what I'm talking about, look at my blog crews in my userinfo. Feel free to pimp this series of blog crews if you wish =3

::_ My Blog Crews _::
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Feeling this Blind Emotion: boredbored
Listening to: Shindoukaku - AKFG

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Feeling this Blind Emotion: complacentcomplacent

I'm a little irked about something... but I won't go into details but the person who IM'd me yesterday early morning isn't who I thought it was, (though I do know now and still won't tell). o.0 Hrm... so yeah, on that note, to what's bothering me.

What's getting to me is the fact that some people just can't let some things just be in the past, and what they don't realize is that by bringing this stuff back up from five years ago... it's hurting people.

Things change, and people change. Why can't anyone else see that?
Feeling this Blind Emotion: morosemorose

My deck actually works somewhat... mrr...

Dark Necrofear the Invader (Fiend Based Deck)
Emphasis on Decking out Opponent and Being just Plain Annoying ;P


Dark Necrofear (2200/2800/Fiend/Effect)
Invader of Darkness (2900/2500/Fiend/Effect)
Archfiend of Gilfer (2200/2500/Fiend/Effect)
Dark Master - Zorc (2700/1500/Fiend/Effect/Ritual)
The Masked Beast (3200/1800/Fiend/Ritual)
Spear Cretin (500/500/Fiend/Effect x2)
Yomi Ship (800/1400/Aqua/Effect x2)
Old Vindictive Magician (450/600/Spellcaster/Effect x2)
Zolga (1700/1200/Fairy/Effect x2)
Kuriboh (300/200/Fiend/Effect)
Mask of Darkness (900/400/Fiend/Effect)
Sangan (1000/600/Fiend/Effect)
Cyber Jar (900/900/Rock/Effect)
Magician of Faith (300/400/Spellcaster/Effect]
Opticlops (1800/1700/Fiend/Normal)
La Jinn The Mystical Genie of the Lamp (1800/1000/Fiend/Normal x2)

21 Cards Total

Magic Trap

Contract with the Dark Master
Curse of the Masked Beast
Card Destruction
Ojama Trio
Token Thanksgiving
Pot of Greed
Soul Reversal (x2)
Fairy Meteor Crush
Swords of Revealing Light
Soul Exchange
Hidden Book of Spell (x2)
Magical Hats
Fiend's Hand Mirror

17 Cards Total

Deck Total = 38
Room for two more cards, any suggestions for my deck?
Feeling this Blind Emotion: bitchybitchy

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Feeling this Blind Emotion: creativecreative

Stolen from kousetsu

1) Pick a song that you love that you want me to forever associate with you.
2) Comment and tell me what song that is.
3) If I respond and don't have the song, send it to me (via so I can sample some of your favorite artists!
4) Let me know if you want a copy of my flist mix! I might just upload on or something, but make coverart. XD Depends.
5) Post this in your journal so you can make a mix that reminds you of the people that you love/like the most in the entire world....

Normally I'd say I hate Valentine's Day, but this year's different. Recieved a reply text message from spideyjc when I woke up this morning and it really made my day. Other than that, this day can rot in hell for all I care. No one should need a frekin holiday to show someone how much they mean to them -_-; specially if they truly love that person.

Meme Stolen from Flist
If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?

(Now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be.)

So yeah, in kind of a shitty mood right now thanks to my mom, though it's not for a typical reason for once. I spent most of today trying to fall asleep since for the fourth day in a row I keep waking myself up at 7 am -_-; and no matter how hard I try to fall asleep after that, it just doesn't happen. So yeah, I fell asleep about three this afternoon till about five, and would have slept a hell of a lot longer if my mom hadn't woken me up. Apparently she was going to give me something, but now I won't get it... -twitch-

She's mad at me because I pushed her hand off my back when I was sleeping and that made her mad. I'm like, okay? How do you think I feel? I'm mean christ >< HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL PEOPLE: "YOU DO NOT TOUCH ME FOR ANY REASON WITHOUT MY PERMISSION?! ESPECIALLY WHEN I'M SLEEPING!!!!!!!!!!!1111" ><

And as long as we're talking about my mother, this post angered me even more. It's not the content of said post, but it's the fact that I never got the chance to know her before she died, and that's something I still greatly resent my mother for. Why do I resent my mother you ask? Because Blu died during one of the times I lost internet access and I didn't know about it until a little over a month later. Even now, I still can't really process the fact that the event even occured. To me, it was like losing Eirk all over again... There's been a lot of Blu nostalgia going around my friends' lj's lately - for those people who knew her anyway.

Banner by indilime

Oh and indilime - given your run in with idiots on your icon journal, I can't help but requote this from Blu: I dunno Indy...the freaks on the internet are obsessed with you these days... Only substitute freaks for idiots. XD Actually found that again just before you made that rant post in your lj.

Speaking of Erik though... I'm slowly letting go and allowing myself to love someone else. Someone I didn't think I would ever love, but I've begun to realize lately that if I don't let go of Erik, I will always be consumed in this pain and will always be afraid to love another because I was never able to be with the someone I loved more than anything in this world. And this particular person has been in my life since about Erik left it, so I'm extremely grateful to him. No matter what it is I'm feeling or going through, I can always count on him to bring a smile to my face. And strangely enough, today was the first day I was able to say 'I love you' to him and truly mean it and feel it in my heart. Someday when I am able, I want to move closer to him. And until that moment, I'd still want to at least go down there and meet him face to face for the first time... -marowr stfu's-

Mental Checklist

Watch SPD ep.3
Rewatch YGO GX ep19 (avi)

Request eps of:

Onmyou Taisenki (Ep.12)
Full Moon wo Sagashite (Ep.13, 15, 18, 21)
Tenjou (Ep.1, 4)

Finish Downloading:

Bleach ep.14
Elfen Lied ep.6

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anyway, that's all for now!
This is ZAC signing out <3
Feeling this Blind Emotion: calmcalm

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